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It was yesterday night during rollcall, my friend ask me to do a favor. Replacing him to be the imaam for subuh on the next day. Subuh prayer on Friday is a little bit special from the other day. we usually recite surah As Sajdah and this friend of mine is not ready when his turn come. So I take his position in this morning. Right about time before i'm about to go downstairs, i saw this kopiah in the room and decide to wear it. Well it feels kind of awkward to wear hear because nobody is wearing it here especially for cadets.

Then I met ust R and he ask me, are u imaam on duty today? I just replied him yes. Syukraan Abrar he said. After qabliah prayer, my body is trembling. Shivering i suppose due to strangely cold this morning. Is it because i'm going to lead the jemaah? well i bet so. Butterflies in my stomach and I try to calm myself. But still no change at all. In fact, the conditioned air and the top speed fan just make me a lot more shivering.

During my first rakaah, i still can read it but i felt my voice is so ugly added with shivering tone. Ugh it's so hard to calm down and by the time i reach ayaat sajdah, and after coming from sujud then i feel a lot more control over my body. My breath improve a bit, my voice alsom improves. And during the second rakaah i feel very comfortable, starting my best to understand every words that i read. Last night, i managed to revise and read the tafsiir before going to sleep. It's very fun when you understand what you read or what you say.

Later, i have my breakfast in the mess and decide to still put my kopiah on. Very super awkward and i just act like it was nothing. Then after breakfast, walking at the corridor and a few bunch of people make fun of me. "order apa kau pakai ni?" and everybody around him laugh. He's trying to say that the kopiah i'm wearing is not found in any orders (outfit). and that time i'm weary game order ( wearing track suit + sport tshirt ) .

It's not like I care at all what they have just said, but this childish act is so annoying to me. And the people around him who's laughing just another reason to be annoyed. I just smile and ignore them.

What will you do? or What are your opinions?
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