This Friday I wake up in that morning not as early as usual. I missed the morning parade!
Checking my phones, messages from my medic senior of the same batallion. Reminding me to find the overall for him earlier as he don't want me to get troubled finding it next week. All the year 2 seniors are going to do naval medicine starting next week. The previous week, they are doing aviation medicine. I wonder what have they been doing because it sounds interesting to me. I can smell the adventorous journey ahead so I don't mind finding them that overall.
Last night I had a small fight with Jeh, my princess. Its simply because of her pressure and stress that making her so sensitive that night. I should have understand her better and inspires her patiently. I take this as a training for me to be a competent doctor in the future in which I have to deal with different kind of patients and they problems. Empathy is what I've been taught to put yourself in their show and try to feel their pain and problems, giving them some advices to make them more positive the way they think and feel.
Somehow I find myself dissapointed. My intention is to cheer her up after the letter handed in being rejected by her officers but I intentionally causinig her more pain. That morning, She texted me to give her overall suits that i needed for my senior's naval medicine. Thankfully, she's now okay, but deep inside she's sad. I can tell by looking at her expression and her gestures. Then I inspiring her and giving some advices to make her feel calm and Redha.
“We plan and Allah Plan. but Allah is The Best Planner” that is one word that I learned from my mother when i felt down and now I pass that to her.
After Jumaah prayer, I kept praying asking for Allah's guidance and give what are best for us all. Then all the cadets having their martial art session on the field till 1800. Later, she texted me saying that her officers asked to contact them as soon as possible and there's a wide smiling on her face. Permission granted, she can have a few days weekend to meet her family and relatives as her only sister is getting married on saturday. Considering her location that far to southern of johor, she got it till sunday. Alhamdulillah, now i see, HE is the most gracious and the most merciful. HE tests everyone to see how they react. Are they going to report it to Allah first? and praying and asking for Allah the most powerful to help? or are we turn to humans who are weak and dependent to Allah? that's the hikmah I learned today and kept saying this to Jeh. Good for you, now have a save journey home and say Alhamdulillah. She's now fully recovered and back to her normal cheerful Jeh.
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Checking my phones, messages from my medic senior of the same batallion. Reminding me to find the overall for him earlier as he don't want me to get troubled finding it next week. All the year 2 seniors are going to do naval medicine starting next week. The previous week, they are doing aviation medicine. I wonder what have they been doing because it sounds interesting to me. I can smell the adventorous journey ahead so I don't mind finding them that overall.
Last night I had a small fight with Jeh, my princess. Its simply because of her pressure and stress that making her so sensitive that night. I should have understand her better and inspires her patiently. I take this as a training for me to be a competent doctor in the future in which I have to deal with different kind of patients and they problems. Empathy is what I've been taught to put yourself in their show and try to feel their pain and problems, giving them some advices to make them more positive the way they think and feel.
Somehow I find myself dissapointed. My intention is to cheer her up after the letter handed in being rejected by her officers but I intentionally causinig her more pain. That morning, She texted me to give her overall suits that i needed for my senior's naval medicine. Thankfully, she's now okay, but deep inside she's sad. I can tell by looking at her expression and her gestures. Then I inspiring her and giving some advices to make her feel calm and Redha.
“We plan and Allah Plan. but Allah is The Best Planner” that is one word that I learned from my mother when i felt down and now I pass that to her.
After Jumaah prayer, I kept praying asking for Allah's guidance and give what are best for us all. Then all the cadets having their martial art session on the field till 1800. Later, she texted me saying that her officers asked to contact them as soon as possible and there's a wide smiling on her face. Permission granted, she can have a few days weekend to meet her family and relatives as her only sister is getting married on saturday. Considering her location that far to southern of johor, she got it till sunday. Alhamdulillah, now i see, HE is the most gracious and the most merciful. HE tests everyone to see how they react. Are they going to report it to Allah first? and praying and asking for Allah the most powerful to help? or are we turn to humans who are weak and dependent to Allah? that's the hikmah I learned today and kept saying this to Jeh. Good for you, now have a save journey home and say Alhamdulillah. She's now fully recovered and back to her normal cheerful Jeh.
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